Got Split in Two
Dear Friends,
I'm not okay.. There are so many things to say here. But I just wanna give you some of them.
I don't know how to begin.
Well, here they are
First, I feel so mad at someone. Yeah, He's Niall Horan. He made me mad at him. I know that I have to respect what he has decided, but you know it's too hurt to forget. A lot of people said that he's dating a girl, Barbara Palvin. I don't know much about her. But she's a model.
Do you remember Niall ever said like this.
"I wont date a model. Because model is perfect and Perfect is boring."
I remember it well, and know he's dating a model. I know that he forgot about what he had said long time ago.
Okay, but some people said that Niall and barbara just friend. Hey, which one is true??
You know @NiallOfficial, I love you so much. I say "LOVE" from my deepest heart. Could you hear me?? I know that you couldn't.
I know you love me, even you dont know me.
And yesterday, when I was browsing, I got this pic..
I do respect you Niall, but it hurts to accept it..
I try..
Remembering Niall with photos..
Here they are
First,
Second,
Third,
Fourth,
This are the others..
I'm missing half of me..
Forget all we said that night
No it doesn't even matter
Cause we both got split in two
And being here without you
It's like I'm waking up to
I'd say thanks to everyone who visits this little blog. I might be so bad in English, really sorry for that one. you know I'm not pure British or American. I just a little girl from Eastern Hemisphere.
I just a little girl, who falls in love with One Direction. I'm trying to figure out what life is. Cannot tell you what do I look like, I'm not pretty like what's on your mind. I love reading books beside to write stuffs here. Even nobody loves me, I do have a big heart to love whoever you are. Trying to find what life means. I love being myself. it's like I could do everything I want and nobody hasnt a right to judge myself. that's all. this is litte things of mine
