October 2nd
Dear Friends,
I felt so guilty, I didnt write anything yesterday..
I'm so sorry, I was so busy yesterday..
The test today was so hard, I mean the material that should we learn was so much..
But I can do the test..
I wanna tell you about A. Remember with A??
Anyway I had a dream about A, last tuesday night..
I forgot about the dream..
But I still remember that in my dream A was in my house. I didnt know what he did..
And today I saw him with a girl and she is my friend. I told you few days ago.
I felt so envy, but I didnt know what should I do and I just sat where I was
I'm nobody, I just his friend, I just his admirer.. So I had nothing to do..
I will buy some new books, it may be help me to forget him
He will never know if someone loves him..
He will never know that someone wants to be with him
He will never know that someone is waiting for him..
He just knows how to make someone heart hurts
He just knows how to make a girl cries..
I dont want to write so many sentences, I have nothing to write..
I gotta go.. sorry friends..
The best Lyrics song for today
"Our love was lost
And hope was gone
And if you flash your heart
I won't deny it
I promise"
Might be a lot of people annoy this diary, But it doesnt matter because I just told the true thing about my life.. Sorry.
I'd say thanks to everyone who visits this little blog. I might be so bad in English, really sorry for that one. you know I'm not pure British or American. I just a little girl from Eastern Hemisphere.
I just a little girl, who falls in love with One Direction. I'm trying to figure out what life is. Cannot tell you what do I look like, I'm not pretty like what's on your mind. I love reading books beside to write stuffs here. Even nobody loves me, I do have a big heart to love whoever you are. Trying to find what life means. I love being myself. it's like I could do everything I want and nobody hasnt a right to judge myself. that's all. this is litte things of mine
