Lost Girl

Dear friends,
Today is the worse day ever..
I think I lose someone I loved..
I dont why does it happen..
I just want everything comes back to me..
Might be, that all is my fault.. It happened after everything I've done.. But I think it's not my fault when my laptop was broken.. I just tried to told you about that..
Then I said again
" Dont ever try to forget me, cause I'll be back soon."
Or the another situation I've done. It's not my fault again when my account was suspended.. If I could go back to the past, I will never try to make it happen.. That's not my fault.
But why you do that.. I've tried to give you some reasons when I cant write you..
I feel I'm alone right now.. You should be everything to me.. But I dont know if you dont want to be..
I'm like a little girl who lose her beautiful balloon, then go to her mommy, crying in her mommy's hug...
A balloon is like you, and I'm the little girl..
Can you imagine that, when the balloon fly away from the little girl.. She will feel so guilty when she keep her balloon fly high..
Yeah, that's me..
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.. I know it was my fault.. My big fault is when I didnt try to write you anything..
I feel so guilty now, please be yourself like days ago before everything comes worse..
I'm sorry @Betty_Betty01.. I know that's my fault.. But please forgive me..
I love you.. You're the best friend I've ever met..
"DONT EVER TRY TO FORGET ME."
But you know, there's something wrong with you.. You're a little bit different..
you mad at me?? just tell me the bad thing I've ever done to you. So I can make it better..
Please, be a girl who I met days ago... I love you
Love,
@Keleigh1D