Little of Me!

I'd say thanks to everyone who visits this little blog. I might be so bad in English, really sorry for that one. you know I'm not pure British or American. I just a little girl from Eastern Hemisphere.

I just a little girl, who falls in love with One Direction. I'm trying to figure out what life is. Cannot tell you what do I look like, I'm not pretty like what's on your mind. I love reading books beside to write stuffs here. Even nobody loves me, I do have a big heart to love whoever you are. Trying to find what life means. I love being myself. it's like I could do everything I want and nobody hasnt a right to judge myself. that's all. this is litte things of mine

September 25, 2013

My Crush

Dear Friends,

I dont know what to say today.. he makes me feel so stupid today.. :((((

I feel I'm the most stupid student today.. Thank you, you won it..

May be you dont know if I'm falling in love with you, but I wont prove it. Because of my heart is full of someone upstairs..

In an Economic class, he did..

We had a game this morning, then we made a group with three students each group.. There's a judge, a questioner, and the other would answer the question..

I was the judge, so I just sat down where I should be there...

But he made me cant concentrate.. He also was a judge.. :)) :*

But then when the questioner and the respondence had to went to in front of the class, I went there too. But the questioner asked me to back..

I was so shy, I guess.. *blushing
Sometimes we face to face, when I look at him and so he does.. I love that moment.. :DD

It makes me feel so comfort.. *joke :))

No, we just a friend and we wont be a couple. We never talk each other, and we never do that..

You are my imaginary.. And so am I..

And what I said above, will never happen.. But I wish we could be..

You know, when I told someone about my feeling about someone I crush on, I'm so sad. Because I know that it never happens.. :(((

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I just love him. I'm not perfect but he is. He has a lot of fans, but I dont. He is popular, but I'm not.. Every good thing goes to him, but I dont get anything.. Nobody loves me.. :((

"Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me."(The Scientist- Cold Play)

Should I ask my tears come out?? Should I tell the world that I love you?? What should I do.. I know that if I do everything you want, you still wont to look at me. You just want to look at your friend..

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People who said that "I'll happy, if you are happy" is a massive wrongness.. I'm sure that nobody cant does it... Me too. It will make someone heart hurts.. I know it. So I wish you will know if a girl far away is waiting for you and love you.. And you should know that the girl is me..

That's all, Wish me luck.. I LOVE YOU <333

Sorry, I dont know what L-O-V-E means..

So tell me what is that means..

Sincerely,
@Keleigh1D