Little of Me!

I'd say thanks to everyone who visits this little blog. I might be so bad in English, really sorry for that one. you know I'm not pure British or American. I just a little girl from Eastern Hemisphere.

I just a little girl, who falls in love with One Direction. I'm trying to figure out what life is. Cannot tell you what do I look like, I'm not pretty like what's on your mind. I love reading books beside to write stuffs here. Even nobody loves me, I do have a big heart to love whoever you are. Trying to find what life means. I love being myself. it's like I could do everything I want and nobody hasnt a right to judge myself. that's all. this is litte things of mine

September 29, 2013

Love is Nothing
Dear friends,

Tell me what does LOVE mean?

What is the advantage of LOVE?

There's nothing called LOVE.

LOVE is nothing.

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Why are people just wasting their time to find their LOVE??

Why do people kill themselves if they couldn't find their LOVE??

Why are people going crazy because of LOVE??

*sigh, I dont believe in LOVE

LOVE makes people crazy

LOVE makes people lazy

LOVE makes people stupid

LOVE makes people become worse!!

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This is my story about LOVE..

I believe in LOVE before everything happened to me.

One of my classmates told me that one of us also fall in love with someone who I love too..

You should know how this could be so painful..

She told me like that, I know that I'm not PERFECT.

She is better for him.. Then should I say "I'm happy for him"?? NO, I won't and never.

Before she told me about it. In the morning, he asked me to do something.

"Could you please take a sound cable from neighbour?"

"Why always me? Why not you?"

Then I walked away from him.

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I think it's just common situation, but it made me happy..

In the local language class, my friend told me like what I've been said above..

Then my other friend told me that my whole face became so red.. aww

I was so shy..

I dont know I was so shy or so angry??

I was not angry because of what my friend had been told it..

But I was angry because I swear I couldn't be with him..

I couldn't be PERFECT for him, I couldn't be everything for him.. I swear it..

But I would never say "I'm happy, if you are happy"

It just sounds like sound of people who give up.

I just dont want to get attention for it, look for the attention, or hope get the attention..

I just want to focus in something what I want..

Who is he? I dont know about him, and he doesnt know about me.. so, it doesnt matter, right?

It's easy to forget him..

I just focus in my future then I would forget him..

The best lyric song for today

From his view
"You need me, But I dont need you."-ed sheeran
From my view
"he's so mean but i gotta love it and i just cant let him go

I know I'm next in line but I dont mind,
I want him, everybody wants him
He knows it
I want him but I better run away." one direction-just cant let her go (with a little of change song lyrics)

The last sentence for today
Never try to be someone to get your love, if he still doesnt look at you. But try to be yourself to catch your future..

With Love,

@Keleigh1D