Fallin Love or Falling into a Dream

I dont know what should I say right now..
But I'll tell you about my feeling..
I have been loved with a boy since we met at the first sight.. Yeah, it was on 1st grade high school..
We never talk each other, we never do a conversation. We never do anything. We just face to face when We meet in the school. We are not one class. We never say "hii" or other.. Yeah, we just stay quite..
But now, I dont know about my feeling. But it says that I'm in love with another guy. He's my classmate. We met few months ago, but I dont know. I have a feeling with him. I cant tell you their name.. (privacy)
I think he's friendly and I love him because I'm dreaming him another night.. uuummm
So confused.. But I dont know.. :))
I love him but I love another guy... awww!!!
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