Forgive Me, Pal..

Dear Friends,

I dont know what to say..

I dont know what to think..

I just wanna tell you for several times, just stay in my blog..

What do you feel if your friend and you get a problem in your friendship??

It feels so hurt you, right??

And that's what happens to me and my social media friend..

Last night I got it.. it felt so pain..

I just said something as a joke, but she got it as a fact..

"I'm so stupid, crazy.." she said



I didnt know what we talked about.. i forgot

uuummm I think we talked about someone who I crush on..

Then I replied, "I dont mean to hurt you, dont sad. you are not stupid.. Im so sorry. :((("

She said (again) "Everything ok, I know that I am crazy and stupid :P"

"no, you are not. dont say that...I hate people who say that they are stupid, crazy. they aren't" I said

"So you hate me??"



"NO, i dont say like that. I just dont like when people say that they stupid, crazy, blah-blah-blah.. I know that they are smart, they arent crazy"

Ahhhh, People are so stupid if they say that they hate her..



I love to be her friend, and I want to be her friend. she is a kind person.

I'm so lucky to find her..

But what do you think if your BEST friend said like that?? it will be hurt you, right??

That your BEST friend think that you hate her.. What would you do?? Would you ask your tears to come out?? Would you like to kill yourself?? SO what would you??

If you try to say "I'm sorry. Blah-blah-blah"

It never makes her feels better that before, It would hurts her.. I'm sure..

And you feel that you have a big sin, a big fault, and you would think that no one wants to be your friends and you are the only one person who haven't a friend, so you will feel so lonely..

Yes, like what happened to me. I tried to say sorry, but I feel I have a big fault with her. And I dont know what should I do..

I just tell you, if your friends dont forgive you. Dont try to kill yourself.

It makes people around you feel so sad...

Your future is waiting for you.. And you would have a lot of people as your friends, and you will forget your pass..

But i just wanna say, dont forget about your friend who hurt you before.. They are also human, like you..

They make you stronger than before, braver than before...

Focus with your future..

The best lyric song for today..

"We are friends for life
And you stand high and tall
Make sure you give you're all
And if you have a fall
Know that I'm right here

We'll always be together
Don't you worry
I'll always be by your side
Don't you worry

If you need me yeah
I'm in the wind look for me friend
I'm in the stars
When you need me the heaven will send a message within
Straight to your heart" little mix-always be together.

The last sentence is I just wanna say "I'm sorry, I dont mean to hurt you. I just dont like with people who said it. They dont like what on their mind.. they are better.. just forgive me @Betty_Betty01. I dont want to be alone. I wanna be one of your friends.. I'm begging you."